we haven’t met just yet

I’m not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I’ve broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose you.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it’ll all turn out.
You’ll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I’ll give so much more than I get.
we just haven’t met just yet.

I might have to wait.
I’ll never give up.
I guess it’s half timing,
And the other half’s luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it’s right.
You’ll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm…

But somehow I know that it’ll all turn out.
And you’ll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I’ll give so much more than I get.
we just haven’t met just yet.

They say all’s fair.
And in love and war.
But I do need to fight it.
We’ll get it right and,
We’ll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it’ll all turn out.
And I’ll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I’ll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh!

You know it’ll all turn out.
And you’ll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I’ll give so much more than I get.
we just haven’t met just yet.

we just haven’t met just yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love…)
we just haven’t met just yet.

i’ll

no matter how far it takes, how long i shall wait

i’ll wait for you, i’ll be patience   : )

because i’m too in love with you

-

i know u dont like to be lied

but u should know, everyone dont like to be lied
and i think that includes me

its over

its over, its done, us.

km uda membuat keputusan itu.
km bahkan motong semua yg aku omongin
as in km bahkan gk kan percaya lg semua omongan aku
km gk ngehargain semua yg uda aku korbanin buat km
km bilang aku sedikitpun gk mikirin perasaan km, trus yg diatas aku tulis apa
we are done.
unless you be more patient, you wont get me
thanks for everything.

goodnite
goodluck
goodbye

it rang

yes i heard it,
very clear as it yelling at my ear

but i couldnt answer it.
i dont want to answer it.
i could answer it but my finger just like dont wanna hear me

why i dont know.. this is the first time i feel so confused
this in the first time i feel so in love again.
this girl just fallen so hard over me.
just too bloody hard
and so do i. slowly
that javanese proverb just too damn right

i love you yangku

pegat

bullshit semuanya…

itu text terahir yg gw baca.. gw dibilang bullshit.. atas semua yg uda gw lakuin, atas semua yg gw perjuangin
gk dihargain.. itu yg gw rasa..
memang benar, gw akan sangat susah berpaling..
memang benar, gk segampang itu..
memang benar, kmrn lusa gw ngasi secercah harapan. tp itu bukan harapan kosong.
memang benar gw berusaha. tp butuh waktu
dia buat gw adalah segalanya sekarang. dia bukan cuma sekedar kesenangan, bukan sekedar pacar setahun.

tp dia uda bilang begitu
gw cm berharap..
gw gk tau lagi apa yg gw harapin..
yg jelas gw masih sayang dia..
dan yg jelas gw masih akan lama struggling ama dia di tempat ini
yg jelas gw masi mengharapkan, memimpikan sesuatu.
terimakasih, dan aku hargai keputusan kamu

maafin aku.

one dip of dye shatters a cask of milk

it was so smooth. it was so sweet.
it was so beautiful like u hope and believe that this will never end.

you put a lot of effort to make it,
you struggled a pain to made her angel smile arise again
and heal you perfectly

you got it, you deserve that credit. everything is feel so delight. so bright.
no doubt, her smile just could make you fly,
her warm hold healed everything you suffer.
you slept well, with she on your side,
hold you like she will not let you go anywhere.

but then you made a mistake.
you reckoned its a small mistake. but you were wrong.
one word. 2 characters. and its all gone.
you never meant it. even you do not realized it at the first time.
she jumped off your bed. took her belonging. she did not say anything.
you kept saying sorry, hope she would listen.
but you knew she would not listen nothing that came from your tongue.
you kept trying to reach her. but it was almost impossible at that time

and again there you are. sitting on the hallway.
thinking how could this happen?

she later told you, that was hurt. that was really, really hurting her.
still you kept saying sorry,
that you will never, ever, do the same mistake again.
and you told her you love her. because u knew now she would listen.

but its not that easy. you know that.
but you also know that you can do it.
because you love her and she love you.

and you know that you will not give up..

11/11

Fuck it

What the hell am I thinking? What the hell is she thinking? Why she said that? Why the other one said do? Why it seems very weird? Why she looks ignoring? Don’t she know that I need her? Have I told her that? Have I told her enough? Why this is so wrong? Why she wanna drink? Why she don’t wanna spend this nite with me? man im sick and im waiting for her finishing her homework so I can hold her to tell her again how much I need and love her. Is this because that message? Whats on the message? Whats she just read? What just she reply? Whats just she read again? Why she wont let me read it? Why she don’t wanna talk about it?

This is bad. Real bad. You cant leave me. What the hell am I gonna do without you? What ive did wrong? You know that I desperately need you.

Im starting to blame the situation. Why should I go to this city? why should I met her? Why should we went to that lounge and that lovely incident happen? Why should you say you love me? Why I becoming very in love with you? Why we live in the same hall that make me need just one and half minute go to your room? Why you are so lovely and loveable?

Why should you come to my heart when I have a relationship?

and now why its seems like your are fading?

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